Hello, yeah it’s been a while. Not much, how ’bout you?

Hello, DOC!  I’ve missed you!  I know it’s been a while since you’ve heard from me.  My excuses/reasons for not blogging are kind of lame – busy at work, need a break from focusing on the D, busy getting busy, holidays, etc., etc.  I miss blogging, I just haven’t had the motivation to make it a priority right now.  But, I have some down time at work and thought I’d post an update on life.

Update #1.  Not pregnant.  Still trying to get a baby up in there, but no luck so far.  Not sweating it, yet, but I gotta say, it can be frustrating to do everything “right” and not get the results you want.  Kind of like how our blood sugars can behave one way one day and another way the next, despite doing the same thing.  I keep reminding myself that even with “perfectly timed” sex a healthy couple has a 20% chance of conceiving any given month.  Hopefully it’ll happen soon!

Update #2.  Holidays were not as hard with new robot parts.  Last Christmas I was still on MDIs, CGM-less, and felt like crap.  Between traveling 7+ hours to get to our hometown, eating dinner around 10pm on Christmas eve, and not having handy gadgets, I was nauseous most of the holiday last year.  This year was much better with my CGM and pump.  It was easier to make adjustments and I’m happy to say that I felt good and enjoyed myself!

Update #3.  Endo-conundrum.  I received a letter a few months ago that my beloved endo is reducing her hours and therefore will only be in the clinic on Thursdays.  Commence Panic.  How is this going to work?  Especially when I’m pregnant and have many more appointments?  After chatting with a few other patients of her’s I decided to see how it goes at my next appointment with the nurse practitioner before deciding if I wanted to change practices or stick with my current doc, despite her limited availability.  I had heard that the NP isn’t the greatest and rubs many people the wrong way, but I liked her.  So, for now, I’ve decided to stay with my current practice.  Hopefully when I do get pregnant, I will still receive excellent care.  If not, I’ll cross that bridge when I come to it.

Update #4.  A1c!!! My A1c has dropped from 6.8 to 6.7.  Woohoo!  I’m happy I stayed under 7.0.  My next goal is 6.5!

Update #5.  I have an annoying as eff coworker.  My cubicle neighbor has serious issues with his bodily functions.  He’s constantly snorting, snarfling, neighing like a horse, talking to himself, etc.  He drives me slightly insane.  There is going to be a day when I have the perfect storm of low blood sugar, PMS, and am having a shitty day where I go apeshit on him.  Thank goodness for headphones, but damn, he bugs.  Other than him, I love my job (Except for the whole keeping me away from the DOC thing).

Have a great week, everyone!

You can watch TV if you get bored.

So.  I guess I can go ahead and say that the husband and I are officially “trying” for a baby.  Being that I’m neurotic and can’t just see what happens, I’ve jumped into the deep end of the pool in this whole “making a baby” thing.  Dr. Google is my new best friend.

Stuff I’ve learned:

  • A “healthy” couple under the age of 35 usually gets pregnant within 5 months, but it can take up to a year.  So after a year, one should have a chit-chat with her doctor.  Am I considered healthy with this D thing?  When do I go crying to my lady doctor?
  • On any given cycle, there is a 20% chance of getting pregnant.  I graduated with my M.A. summa cum laude.  I can’t deal with this 20% success rate.  Overachiever.
  • Apparently having sex a lot ups your chances.  Duh.  But some women on a baby board that I may or may not post on are getting it on like 2 or 3 times/day.  Ummmm, I’m walking funny just thinking about it.
  • I get to track even more numbers!  I’ve started taking my basal temperature every morning so I can see some patterns with my cycle, figure out when I ovulate, all that fun stuff.  More stuff to keep track of.  Thank goodness for iPhone apps.
  • I can’t find any scientific information on the interwebs about blood sugars and ovulation, implantation, etc.  This annoys me to no end.
  • When you start trying, pregnant women are like squirrels.  They are everywhere.

The husband is a good sport with my neurotic self.  He’s learned some stuff too about the female body – interesting stuff and some gross stuff too.  But he’s super excited and I know he’ll be a great dad.

And luckily, we haven’t gotten to this point…yet…

Friday Fives, Friday the 13th edition.

Some of the 5 worst times to get a low

(Is there ever a good time to get a low?)

5.  After brushing your teeth.  Colgate + Juice of choice/glucose tabs does not = tasty.

4.  In the middle of the night.  I hate getting out of my comfy snuggly bed to treat a low.  And the 15-15-15 rule goes out the window at 3am, leading to early morning highs and a day of feeling like doodie.

3.  After eating a big meal.  You’re already full and you have to eat/drink more?  *unbuttons pants*

2.  During/Before/After exercise.  It drives me bonkers when I’m all geared up to work out or riding the high of endorphins after a good sweat session and I have to reverse all my hard work to treat a low.

1.  During sex.  ‘Nuff said.

 

Have a wonderful weekend!

Arm Site Review

I’ve been wanting to try using the backs of my arms for a CGM site for quite some time now.  My High Risk OB told me that once I get pregnant (I’m not yet!) I shouldn’t wear my sensor on my thighs for some reason or other.  I forget what the reason was as it was an information-overload type of appointment, but anyway, I remembered she said that!  So when I got a mild rash from my last site, I decided it’d be time to give my thighs a break and try the back of my arms.  Sadly, I don’t have Cameron Diaz guns, so there is a lot of fleshy area to choose from.

I wanted to have my husband insert it (hehe, see what I did there?) but he seemed a little apprehensive, so I took matters into my own hands.  (You could go so dirty with that last sentence, but I’m going to assume that the kind readers of my blog will be keeping their minds out of the gutter.)  So, using a mirror, I put a sensor in the back of my left arm.  It wasn’t easy, but it was do-able.  I’ve been wearing this sensor for almost 2 weeks and had my husband reinforce it with some OpSite FlexiFix for me a few days in.  So far, it’s been sticking like a champ.  Probably better than it sticks to my thighs.

A few things I don’t like about the arm site – I seem to meet so many more door frames.  I swear, I’m constantly bumping it. Visibly, it is definitely more noticeable than thigh sites.  Also, I’ve noticed that overnight it doesn’t seem as accurate.  Maybe because I am a side sleeper and my sensor doesn’t have clear access to my receiver?  Regardless, I’ve woken up a few times with it pretty far off.  This morning I tested at 168 and my Dexcom said 102.  On Thanksgiving morning, it said I was 144 and I was 222.  I haven’t yanked it due to this inaccuracy just yet, as it only seems to happen over night.

Also, it’s really nice to not have to remember to be careful of my sensor every time I go to the bathroom.  I think the arm is definitely the way to go as far as out-of-way-ness, (as long as I miss those door frames!), but accuracy-wise, my thighs seem to work a little bit better.  But, it is great to know that my arms may be a good Dexcom spot for a future pregnancy!

 

Thankful

This week of Thanksgiving, I am reminded of all of the blessings in my life.  My husband, my family and friends, that my husband and I both have jobs that provide for us, living in a country where women are seen as equals, my health, robot parts, and this year, the Diabetes Online Community.  I have met so many wonderful people both online and in person through the DOC, and for that I am so thankful.  I have learned so much – combo bolusing for pizza and other fatty foods, super bolus, and some other tools and tricks of the trade that my endos haven’t shared over the years.  Honestly, they probably don’t know – these tips are those that you learn living in the trenches.

One thing that the DOC has helped me with immensely is confidence going into a future pregnancy.  Now that the hubs and I are officially “trying”, it is so great to know that there are people out there who will be cheerleaders when I do get pregnant and there are so many Moms with D who have chronicled their pregnancies who’s blogs I can use as reference when I’m feeling alone.  It is so nice knowing we have our own little corner of the internet.

Thank you, DOC!!!  You’re pretty rad.

Friday Fives, 11.15.13. Slacker edition.

Five Reasons Why I’ve been Slacking on Blogging, Tweeting and General DOC-ing

1.  I got a new job and I’m a lot busier here than I was at my previous job.  I may or may not have done most of my blogging at work previously.  Shhhh, don’t tell anyone.  But when I come home from work now, I’m legit worn out and sick of looking at a computer.  So, I have little motivation to blog.

2.  There is nothing really new to report in my D life.  Things are stable other than some random weird BGs.  I’m adjusted to being a complete cyborg.  No news is good news, right?  I just can’t think of anything interesting or clever to write about in relation to diabetes.  Topic ideas are welcome, but I’m not promising anything.

3.  I feel like there is a lot more going on in life right now than Diabetes.  Which is good.  However, nothing exciting enough to share here.

4.  There are so many great blogs and twitter folks that I follow that I feel like I need to read every single post from every single blogger/tweeter and I feel bad if I don’t have the time or motivation to do so.  So I just ignore everyone and go into my Homeland-watching, wine-drinking, Secret-imaginary-baby-pinteresting hole.

5.  Sometimes talking about diabetes all the time can be overwhelming.  There’s a lot more to my life than diabetes and every now and then I just need to take a step back and focus on other things.  Right now is one of those times.

So.  I will post when I have something fun and interesting to say.  I am hoping to catch up on the Photo-A-Month posts since I’ve majorly dropped the ball on that and they don’t require too much creativity.  And they are fun.

I hope everyone is doing well!

15 years.

Today marks 15 years since I was diagnosed with diabetes.  During those 15 years I’ve gone from MDI to a pump back to MDI back to a pump.  Here are a few interesting stats I’ve come up with…(yay, math!):

  • Today is my 5480th day with diabetes.
  • For the 26 total months I used MDI, that means I’ve given myself at least 3200 injections.  Don’t you dare complain to me about your yearly flu shot! :)
  • Assuming I check my blood sugar an average of 8 times a day, that is 43,840 finger sticks.  (Who wants to treat me to a manicure?)
  • I’ve gotten blood drawn for A1c Tests, thyroid monitoring, etc. about 60 times.  And it hasn’t gotten easier.
  • I’ve changed my pump site approximately 1550 times.  I still suck at doing it left-handed.
  • Zero.  That’s the number of times I’ve clobbered someone after they have made an uneducated, rude, ignorant comment about diabetes.  Do I get a prize for this?

Fifteen years.  That’s a long time.  That’s longer than most Hollywood marriages.  It’s been a hell of a ride with this whole diabetes thing.  It’s made me a stronger woman, more compassionate towards others, more patient, some days a little angry and blue, but mostly, I’ve just been me.  I don’t know any different and I think if you told me that there was a cure and I’d be able to live life free of a pump, finger sticks, and worrying about how that food/exercise/adult beverage/sleeping in will affect my blood sugar, it’d be an interesting adjustment period.  One that I would welcome, of course, but it’s hard to grasp the concept of a life without diabetes!  Could you imagine?  It has been such a big part of who I am, but not all that I am.  I am also a friend, a sister, wife, daughter, kickboxer when I’m not lazy, wine lover, cartographer, blogger, Phillies fan, pasta eater, aunt, volunteer, beer drinker, (Volunteer beer drinker? Sign me up!), Homeland watcher, employee, baker…I am not just a diabetic.  I am Laura.  There’s so much more to me than diabetes.